Hi again

So, I am thinking I ought to blog, but what about? And why should I blog? Is there anyone out there?

14 December 2009

melt down

Today during the one and only full rehearsal, i had a melt down. I think I almost walked off the stage to go home, hide in a corner and never come out.

Good thing I didn't. I finished it out, found some good helpers to be up on stage so I don't have to be everywhere at the same time and now am feeling better.

It's hard putting it all in God's hands because I know I need to do my part. When does my part end and God grab it and go?

I know the kids did not see me melt down, it was mostly an inward feeling.
God give me the eye sight to see what I need to do. Give me the man power to get it done. May the glory of tonight be for You.

2 comments:

Goldarn said...

Moses’ father-in-law said unto him, "The thing that thou doest is not good. Thou wilt surely wear away, both thou, and this people that is with thee: for this thing is atoo heavy for thee; thou art not able to perform it thyself alone."

In other words, life is hard, so get help. :-)

Menner said...

Wendy, the program was so great! I just want to tell you again how much I enjoyed it. The kids sang beautifully and did great with the actions too. I was extremely impressed with your teaching and leading abilities. Those kids must love you.